I prayed over this post.

I’ve started 4 posts and stopped, they aren’t what I needed to write. They aren’t my whole heart. I am only getting through this difficult time (2020, amiright?) because of my faith in God. Truly, and unequivocally because of God, this might sound cheesy or stupid but it isn’t, it is my truth. I’ve lost so much but please hear me when I say I have gained more than imaginable.

Picture a trap door beneath you, you see the potential however, you aren’t looking at that door, you are looking to God. His hand is outstretched hoping you will reach for him. I don’t know how people who don’t believe in God are getting through, I really don’t. God has been by my side this whole time and I can’t express how deeply that determined my outlook in these hard times.

I just want you to know you can have this too. You can talk to Him and tell Him how you are feeling. Sometimes God calms our storms and sometimes He calms us. These last few months of crazy unknown and uncertainty He has done both for me at different times. I hope this gives you hope there is more to life and living.

All my love,

Stephanie